God I wish I can change my life an make it a better place in life. God wht can I do 2 myself I need help bad. I don't know wht 2 do in my life, everybody r judge me for wht I am in this world I hate it so much. Sometime I feel like killing myself for everything everyone doing 2 me ugh. Sorry for saying this things 2 u this way, but it's true. Like I've been bully still thought my childhood of growing up and name calling like though things there is more, but that's wht I can think for now. So god am still u from tha bottom of my heart plz help me an my friends with there problems, other things in there. God I have one wish an this wish is 2 change tha world and everybody's life, also my is a place for this awsome world we that u an tha other god's make. Am so happy 2 be on this plant earth and also glad that u safe my life when I was born, things that happened during tha birth I almost die cause I was so small an other things happened 2 me. I love u so much an I think I should pray more like I use 2 an like wht my mom an I did long time ago, I miss that. Think for being there for me though tha time I had here and also though Mount Vernon High School and tha Middle School 2 form this boring town Mount Vernon. I still believe in u god an tha other god's and am really sorry for everything I did in Young Life. I just have a lot of things on my mind that I shouldn't say or do 2 my friends. God can u tell my friends or other people that I don't talk 2 anymore that am really sorry for anything I did them an I them 2 say tha thing 2 me it would be nice. And make me happy an also it would make my angry so away. It would make my life better for me and everyone around me. One thing I want everybody 2 understand me for who I am an not wht they think of me I don't like wht they do 2 me like is she a guy or is she gay, she is ugly, wht is she wearing ugh she is wearing guys clothes she wear more girl clothes. There is more, but I can't say anymore it just hurts me saying this things that people say an even my friends say. God I don't now if my friends r my true friends like Anna Blue,Vivian,Antonel,Ana, this r few of my friends that did things 2 me that I didn't like wht they say or do 2 me. Can I trust them or wht? Am not friends with Anna Blue, but she doesn't know that. Anna Blue I thought was a kool friend 2 have an hangout with, but not true she been a bully 2 me like name calling and hurting me, other things. So I think that's all I have 2 say for u god. Love, Ivy Marie Sekor
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