Cyber Bully/Being Bullied

hey everyone. how is everyone doing? well so i want to share my life with everyone. so here it goes. so i watched cyber bully yesterday. the movie made me felt like i was in the movie. the whole bully thing started 4th grade. some of the kids would look at me like i was nothing. i felt sad and lonely. i kid in my classes call me four eyes cause i wear glasses. i felt like i wanted to kill myself. but i did tryed to just walk away from it. then in 5th grade i started making friends i felt happy, but knew this bully thing would be in back of my mind. i hate pe class, everyone just kinda laughing at me cause i could do some of stuff and that i had learning disability. i tryed some hard doing some of the things in that class. but the only thing i was good at was sing in fount of people. then middle school came ugh. i thought middle school was going to be awsome wrong i was getting picked on so bad that i felt like i was inadvisable and nobody cared about me. i had some awsome friends. i hate lunch time ugh everybody just look at eww what she doing here. i felt so sad. i was hurt so bad that when i got home i cried and cried. i even cried at night sitting in my bed. i love school but not like this. i never had a boyfriend i don't know why. then we had to move to a diffident place. i didn't even finish half of my middle school. then i had to finish my middle school in diffident school ugh. i was sad and i missed my friends so much. this middle school the kids where mean to me. after middle school then high school. grrr high school not a fun place to at. then came the drama and the fights. and no i didn't in a fight. i had some friends that should of not be my friends. they started the drama. i hated it so much and i started to feel like killing myself even more. no i didn't cut myself. when i got home form school i do my homework and then listening to my music and it helped me so much. now am out of high school and there is the internet i stared getting cyber bullied ugh i hate it and it kills me so much and bad. i still get bullied and i still cry at night and even every night. just telling you guys about this and my pasted is making me start to cry. i hope you guys upstanding who i am and that we are human and we have feelings. also that we don't have to be perfect in life. we just have to be our self's and that we can anything in this world. love you guys by, ivy marie sekor